I know it definitely did not occur to me that I could leave an innocent little child motherless. For a long time when I looked back on what should have been the best day of my life and felt nothing but pure fear. All I could imagine is not being able to see my perfect little daughter grow up and find out who she would be and what she would accomplish. I would think back to that day and wonder if it was my fault. I would even wonder if I pushed myself too hard and caused myself to go into premature labor. However, even though it was the scariest day of my life it was also the best day of my life. It has taught me not to take anything for granted and to be thankful for each and every moment I have been given with my
I know it definitely did not occur to me that I could leave an innocent little child motherless. For a long time when I looked back on what should have been the best day of my life and felt nothing but pure fear. All I could imagine is not being able to see my perfect little daughter grow up and find out who she would be and what she would accomplish. I would think back to that day and wonder if it was my fault. I would even wonder if I pushed myself too hard and caused myself to go into premature labor. However, even though it was the scariest day of my life it was also the best day of my life. It has taught me not to take anything for granted and to be thankful for each and every moment I have been given with my