Personal Narrative: My Anxiety

Once my mom broke the news to me that I would be attending to a public school in 2012 i had never been more scared in my life. I had such bad anxiety I had this problem where if I talk to someone or sit in the wrong place I'd start shaking and my heart would beat faster then I could count. The next morning when I got on the bus for the first time everything turned to silence while everyone looked up at me i thought my heart would beat out of my chest my anxiety level was higher then it ever was. I sat down and the only welcoming person was this girl named makaylee. She made me have a little hope that it won't be that bad. She was such an upbeat person and always knew how to make me laugh when I was sad or cheer me up when someone said something …show more content…
A year went by she helped me get stable that year I no longer had a fear of talking infront of the class, my anxiety went down a lot! I had a lot of friends I got that social life I never had. I got really good grades I was excited to go to school everyday. I was very happy with my life. We were so strong makaylee and I. I believed nothing could separate us. She got into the wrong group of people for awhile and little by little I saw changes in her and I just didn't understand what she was going threw she stopped being open with me and she stopped talking to me about her problems. Just the little things. But just one day on the school assembly I started getting all of these texts from her telling me that I was a waste of time and space saying that we were never friends and that everyone would be happier if I just killed myself. After seeing that message it just ripped me to pieces. The only person I have really connected with in my life at all was her and I just didn't understand why she would hurt me like that. All of the kids started bulling me because Makaylee spread rumors about