We both dug into our food and talked about yesterday. When we finished eating, I washed off the plates and stuck them in the dishwasher. Gavin went into the bathroom to get ready and I put on my shoes. I walked into the bedroom and tried to fix up my hair. I was greeted with a pair of arms being wrapped around my waist and a chin resting itself on my shoulder. I smiled and turned myself around in his arms. Gavin had a big smile on his face as he leaned his head down and pressed his lips against mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. We lost track of time as I ended up pushing Gavin against the wall and kissed him passionately. My phone went off and we both groaned. I pulled away and picked it up off of the dresser. Geoff had texted me telling me I better get to work. I stuffed my phone in my pocket and looked back at Gavin. "We gotta go to work or Geoff's gonna have our heads." I rolled my eyes and Gavin gave me a playful frown as followed me out to my …show more content…
Every bone in my body ached now. I wasn't mad at Gavin, I wasn't jealous. I was just a selfish prick and I needed a way to stop it. I pinched my left wrist to stop the thoughts and sat back down next to Gavin. Geoff gave a concerned look, but I shrugged it off. I looked down at the small red dots beginning to form over my scars from the pinching. Lindsay, who was sitting on the left of me, leaned towards me. "You okay Michael?" She was the only person, other than Gavin, who knew about my depression. I looked up at her and smiled, "Just peachy." She gave me a reassuring smile and sat upright in her chair. The waitress stepped up beside Barbara and Lindsay and began taking everyone's orders. I just decided to stick with my Coke and not get anything to eat. Gavin took note of this and placed his hand on my thigh. I jumped at his touch. Stop acting like an attention-seeking asshole, Michael. Gavin moved his hand from my thigh and placed it in my hand. He squeezed my hand and kissed my cheek. I could hear Barbara whisper