Personal Narrative: My Addiction To Alcoholic Family

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According to themamabeareffect.org 1 in 10 American children live with an alcoholic parent. I am 1 in 10. My father has an addiction to alcohol. It started way before my brother or I were born and it has continued throughout my eighteen years of life. What does sorry really mean? According to dictionary.com sorry means feeling regret, compunction, sympathy, pity, etc. I have heard that word sorry a lot throughout my lifetime from my father, but he is not really sorry. I have tried to think what is he really sorry for. He is not sorry for anything he has done, only sorry that he got caught. His actions do not match with the words he says. If he were really sorry then he would make more of an effort to change his ways, though I am very well aware that it is difficult. He would not just say sorry and “secretly” pour another glass of Smirnoff behind our backs. He …show more content…
The first couple of days he went off and got drunk. Now, I am in a different country that I have never been before with people I hardly knew and my father goes off and gets drunk. A man that I have known for my whole life who I thought would look after me and protect me leaves me. I did not want to be with him at all for the rest of the trip. I felt safer with my relative I barely knew then with my father, who I have known my whole life. The only good things he has shown me is that I never want to be like him or have anyone in my life with his lifestyle.
I want to go off to college and get away from my father. Start my life as an adult without any of the hardship and pain he has inflicted on me. A trial I will face, later on in life, is falling into the temptation of drinking and being addicted myself.I have heard that children with parents who are addicted to alcohol or other drugs have a tendency to be addicted as well. I plan and pray that I will not fall into this

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