Personal Narrative: Living With Anxiety Disorders

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Currently, during my senior year, I have conquered my anxiety and it has made me a better person as a result of it. My freshman and sophomore years when I had anxiety or panic attack I would not be capable of going to school occasionally for days at a time and would miss school work and important events because of it. Now I am able to resist the anxiety and continue with my life despite the struggles that I am faced with and I am an exceptionally strong person because of it. Some people let their mental illnesses take over their life, but I chose to fight it so I could have a normal life. Though I still grapple with the task of living with an anxiety disorder, I am proud of how far I have come in regards of improving my mental health.

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