That week my head was hurting, I couldn't even eat at all because of that test.
I was anxious all the time. I felt like I couldn't even function without having the thought of the test creeping in the back of my mind. Like I was a person in a haunted house just ready to be scared again. I knew it was just a test. I have written thousands of tests but this test just tortured me. When the thought of the test came back in my mind, I felt as if I was paralyzed and unable to move.
Every time I walked out of that class a hurricane of emotions overtook me. All of my emotions stirred up inside me like a volcano ready to explode until I couldn't take it anymore and burst out into a cry. The feelings of being clueless and overwhelmed attacked my brain, I couldn't do anything to make the test leave my head. My emotions overtook my brain till I just shut down. …show more content…
It's like do or die but instead of die, live with the level 1 hanging over your head like a storm cloud that will just never go away. It's not just a test. It's all the pressure on you like you can score the game-winning goal or just disappoint the crowd. The feeling of disappointment just squirms in my head and eventually overtakes my whole body.
The worst part about this was that the next time a test comes, I will be in the same agony