I assume that one day, most likely in kindergarten, I started to associate and see certain numbers with a certain color. It’s been the same scheme ever since. This may seem odd, but most of the important people in my life are just numbers to me. I can’t stand names. If someone enters my life to become someone important to me, they shouldn’t be defined by their names, because everyone in that role is more or less the same. My parents would both be One, because they’re the only parents I have, and will ever have. This also applies to my brother. He is One, due to the fact that he is my only brother. If I had more brothers, let’s say, one that was born days ago, the new brother would be Two. I number people by how many times they’ve been replaced. Just as an example, if I like someone in the boyfriend-girlfriend way and they like me back, I number them by how many people this has happened to in the past, and where they come in. No matter how many people have been exchanged, the first person will always be One, followed by Two, Three, Four, Five, and so on. In the end, no matter what, these people will just be numbers to me, replacing each other when the time
I assume that one day, most likely in kindergarten, I started to associate and see certain numbers with a certain color. It’s been the same scheme ever since. This may seem odd, but most of the important people in my life are just numbers to me. I can’t stand names. If someone enters my life to become someone important to me, they shouldn’t be defined by their names, because everyone in that role is more or less the same. My parents would both be One, because they’re the only parents I have, and will ever have. This also applies to my brother. He is One, due to the fact that he is my only brother. If I had more brothers, let’s say, one that was born days ago, the new brother would be Two. I number people by how many times they’ve been replaced. Just as an example, if I like someone in the boyfriend-girlfriend way and they like me back, I number them by how many people this has happened to in the past, and where they come in. No matter how many people have been exchanged, the first person will always be One, followed by Two, Three, Four, Five, and so on. In the end, no matter what, these people will just be numbers to me, replacing each other when the time