The last few years have been like a zombie apocalypse to say the least. We've had many arguments where things have been said and feelings hurt. Never did we really sit down and discuss what happened or had a heartfelt apology. We just brushed it under a very large rug and moved on. Obviously that has not been working. As we continue to argue and not truly forgive, while not changing what we are doing I feel like we are slipping further and further away from each other. One particular moment that happened between us has been lingering over me every time we get together no matter how hard I try to forget that moment in time. First let's start with the happier times.
As kids I looked up to you more than you could ever know. I did a lot of stuff you did because I wanted to be like you. We bickered like most sibling but I knew you had my back. I remember the good times with you. Pulling pranks on each other, playing army in the front yard, and you cheating to win in basketball. I know I was a pain sometimes but looking back I wish you had more patients with me. Overtime things changed and not for the better. …show more content…
It was the summer of 2015, Friday, right before we were going out to dinner. I came to apologize for my part in the argument we had earlier in the day. You began to yell like usual and those 9 words came out of your mouth. Those 9 words crushed me. I was able to move passed it for mom during Christmas. I thought it went well during Christmas so I thought I should come out for spring break. That did go well at all. I will admit my attitude was not great but once you started yelling all I heard was those 9 words. The summer of 2015 and that spring break of 2016 are the true reasons I did not go to the reunion in