Personal Narrative: How Middle School Has Affected My Life

It all started when I was in middle school, although its affected me my whole life. When I started growing up more than the rest of the students and not growing in a good way. I was gaining more and more weight, while everyone else was staying skinny. I was always the bigger person, always being called fat, slow, pig and other hurtful names. I just came to the fact of me being a bigger person. I was a very picky and nonactive child. It caused me to just eat junk food and stay inside because no-one would do anything with me. As years went on through middle school, I was becoming a high schooler next year. I was able to get a girlfriend at the end of 8th grade year and I spent a lot of the summer with her. I thought high school would be okay with someone by my side. Going into freshman year, I …show more content…
I’ve had thoughts about how I could I improve myself, How I could become the guy I wanted to be. Ive tried many techniques to release stress, gaming, exercise, and when I had a girlfriend, I did stuff with her. Time pasted from sophomore year, things really never changed for me. I still stayed as a depressed teen, who didn't care about anything in the world. The number of songs that I have listed too just to get my mind off of things is high. As of today, I still periodically get small affects of depression, just day or two where I stay to myself and think how I can be who I want to be. Most of the depression that I actually got was caused because of myself, no one to help nor no one that caused it. It just was the mental image I had of myself that I never have liked. If i didn't like myself, who else is suppose to like me? As of May 3rd, 2017, I weighed myself at 295. That the most I have every been, it hurt when I looked down at the scale and saw it. I almost started to tear up because I don't like who I am, but I will work on improving