I was mis-understood, no one seemed to know how to co-operate with me, and I didn't seem to want to co-operate with them either. It got to a point to where my mother would start to overdose me on my medication, then I became the quiet. I would say I was about 6 years old at this time.
I can't actually re-call a lot of events from these times, a lot of the memories are misplaced, or disoriented.
I started to fall in love with computers after watching my uncle and cousin play TF2, I loved that game so much, haha. I would say I was 11 years old at this time. I would always play TF2 to ignore my actual life, it was annoying. There was so much drama, it seemed when I got involved in the drama it would always end in a phone call. …show more content…
I always knew I was going to have a career with computers, but my parents had a fine line at supporting me with my goals. That fine line seemed to disapear to where they didn't support me at all anymore.
It seems like all I really wanted to do was play CS:GO all day. Let me play CS:GO, and I was good. That was how I coped in life, to be honest; the best thing yet.
Being in a few psychiatric hospitals before, seems like nothing really helped, they would always want to add new perscriptions. Perscriptions became the easy way to raise their kid, if I messed up, it was obviously a problem with my