You can never get over a fear by procrastinating and dawdling, telling yourself you can't do it, it's too hard for you-your just not good enough. These things are thoughts and actions put myself through because I couldn't believe in myself, words of disbelief are what puts me through failure and not wanting to succeed because I couldn't have faith in myself. All I have been a runner-up an all-conference champ only 4 strokes away from going to state to represent my school with my teammate, I blew it, I've been in the shadow of others because I cant put forth the effort to improve my game, for the next two years in my high school years all will change.
A sophomore in high school was unheard of competing In a state tournament, I was determined to prove my friends and family wrong that I can compete with the big dogs. on a cold brisk morning the smell of fresh cut grass hard work and …show more content…
It only took a couple holes for my hot streak to end, I had only two holes to go and only 7 over If I held that score I would make It into sate with my teammate Keaton, I pared my second to last hole confidently going to my next hole telling myself “you can't screw this up this is a once I A life opportunity”, my tee shot wasn't good It was in the rough my next shot would even be harder, lying in thick rough with a tree in my way, If I were to put this on the green to par I would my own hero. Duff then ball dribbles out to then fairway It wasn't so bad cause I had a good chip at then hole It was about ten feet away I had a good chance at making bogey, but no was the answer, I walk away with a triple bogey blowing my chances to go to state I was so disappointed I couldn't even believe