Author's Note : Stay tuned! Amber finally follows her heart and decides what is right for her.
P.S. Sorry if I break some of your hearts, but it must be done. Don't worry, I wouldn't count it out for the other guy just yet!
My heart stopped. "Can I cut in?" The voice repeated again. I was frozen in place, I couldn't turn around. I took in the night air in a large breath, thawing my toes.
The minute my eyes adjusted, I could taste the disappointment on my lips, the gloom seeping in my throat. Cement had been poured into my stomach and pumped into my veins, dragging me down. I could feel the sparkles in my eyes disappear. It wasn't either of the boys. It wasn't even a boy.
"I won't steal him for long," her chirpy voice sang. She wanted Thomas not me. I smiled faintly and said goodbye to Thomas, sluggishly pulling myself to the ledge. …show more content…
I could feel every single deep thud in my chest, even in my ears, despite that they were busy drowning in his drumming heartbeat and matching his steady breath to the piercing music. The powerful pressure pushed my adrenaline into overdrive; a turbulent wave against a grain of sand. I craved for a simple trickle of words to relieve my body from this flood. "That's a lot of wishes." That's all you can say?! What is wrong with you Amber?
It would have been selfish to indulge in him. I knew if I had turned to hold a glaze with him, I'd never want to let go. If he pulled me closer, I would have made a home in his comforting arms. If his chilled breath intermingled with my warmth, we'd create an unstoppable tornado. If I had let my fingers wander to his neck, I would have to kiss every inch of it. If he ran his hand along my face, I'd have to nibble on his fingers of honey. If his supple lips had met mine, an escape would be impossible. It would have been selfish to indulge in him.
I was so damn
P.S. Sorry if I break some of your hearts, but it must be done. Don't worry, I wouldn't count it out for the other guy just yet!
My heart stopped. "Can I cut in?" The voice repeated again. I was frozen in place, I couldn't turn around. I took in the night air in a large breath, thawing my toes.
The minute my eyes adjusted, I could taste the disappointment on my lips, the gloom seeping in my throat. Cement had been poured into my stomach and pumped into my veins, dragging me down. I could feel the sparkles in my eyes disappear. It wasn't either of the boys. It wasn't even a boy.
"I won't steal him for long," her chirpy voice sang. She wanted Thomas not me. I smiled faintly and said goodbye to Thomas, sluggishly pulling myself to the ledge. …show more content…
I could feel every single deep thud in my chest, even in my ears, despite that they were busy drowning in his drumming heartbeat and matching his steady breath to the piercing music. The powerful pressure pushed my adrenaline into overdrive; a turbulent wave against a grain of sand. I craved for a simple trickle of words to relieve my body from this flood. "That's a lot of wishes." That's all you can say?! What is wrong with you Amber?
It would have been selfish to indulge in him. I knew if I had turned to hold a glaze with him, I'd never want to let go. If he pulled me closer, I would have made a home in his comforting arms. If his chilled breath intermingled with my warmth, we'd create an unstoppable tornado. If I had let my fingers wander to his neck, I would have to kiss every inch of it. If he ran his hand along my face, I'd have to nibble on his fingers of honey. If his supple lips had met mine, an escape would be impossible. It would have been selfish to indulge in him.
I was so damn