I could be having the best day of my life one second the the next i could feel like doing absolutely noting but sit down in a corner in the fetal position. An example of that happened this morning in fact i was getting ready for school thinking on what i will be doing later on in the day. Then it hit me like a truck i had a sudden feeling of worthlessness and i felt that i had no value on this planet. It was not fun it was very upsetting. Another fear i have is talking to certain people. I like to talk sometimes but if it is with certain people i can not find the words. When met with this said person i just mentally break not able to talk. I am just left thinking "why is she talking to me" or "what does she want" thinking not speaking. It usually causes me quite the problem. and is the main reason as to why i have never had a girlfriend. In conclusion fear is not fun, it is not wanted, and it is just a huge pain on my life. If it is at an early stage or later on in life everyone fears something. I myself fear many things. I would have to say that my worst fear is being alive but alone. It is scary to me because you would soon loose your mind slowly drifting into a vortex of insanity that you can not
I could be having the best day of my life one second the the next i could feel like doing absolutely noting but sit down in a corner in the fetal position. An example of that happened this morning in fact i was getting ready for school thinking on what i will be doing later on in the day. Then it hit me like a truck i had a sudden feeling of worthlessness and i felt that i had no value on this planet. It was not fun it was very upsetting. Another fear i have is talking to certain people. I like to talk sometimes but if it is with certain people i can not find the words. When met with this said person i just mentally break not able to talk. I am just left thinking "why is she talking to me" or "what does she want" thinking not speaking. It usually causes me quite the problem. and is the main reason as to why i have never had a girlfriend. In conclusion fear is not fun, it is not wanted, and it is just a huge pain on my life. If it is at an early stage or later on in life everyone fears something. I myself fear many things. I would have to say that my worst fear is being alive but alone. It is scary to me because you would soon loose your mind slowly drifting into a vortex of insanity that you can not