As my eyes struggle to open I halfheartedly reach across my nightstand to silence the evil device that has awakened me yet again at such an …show more content…
I shudder a bit when I recall that today is focused on hook grips. So, I chug my preworkout and make my way into the gym. As I stand in front of the power tower, this cold steel and yellow powder coated behemoth of a cage that beckons me to try my best, I contemplate how I make this happen successfully as a voice enters my mind, “You can’t do this. You are going to fail.” I walk towards the bar, doing my best to silence my self-doubt as it screams at me even louder than before. I close my eyes, breath in and grab the bar. Am I griping it right? That thought passes as I pull the bar up from my thighs to my chest. Flipping it slightly to adjust my elbows. I quickly squat and move each foot out an inch. As I am about to square my footing the bar slips out of my grip and I fall back landing not so gracefully with the bar perched precariously on both myself and one side of the