They were my best friends and I could go to them for comfort. That night the dogs were in their kennels so I went over there and was petting them and they gave me kisses. Their kennels were close to my room and I had the radio on in my room. I had it on K-Love (98.9), a Christian radio station and the song How He Loves by David Crowder came on and all of a sudden I was in this beautiful meadow. The grass was a deep green and there were many pretty wild flowers some yellow some white. The air was fresh and there was a refreshing breeze. The grass and flowers were dancing in the wind. Suddenly Jesus was there standing in front of me. He was dressed in all white and was wearing a robe. He was very bright and He was glowing. I could still hear the song and Jesus was dancing with me. I looked up at Him and He told me He loved me. After that I was back in my room. I was balling my eyes out. I finally understood what it meant to be loved by God. He loves us no matter what. Because of that moment I know that I am loved, I am beautiful, I am a child of God, and I am wanted and I have worth and value and I am enough. Jesus will never leave us nor forsake us. We are not alone. God is always pursuing us and He never gives up on us. That night I stepped into a deeper relationship with the Lord. With Him I can get through any situation. He is a good father and a great loving …show more content…
I am actually grateful to my mom for that fight because had that not happened I wouldn’t have had the experience with Jesus and I wouldn’t have the understanding that I have. I had to experience what it is like to not be loved to fully understand and appreciate being loved. After having this experience I now know that I am loved unconditionally. There is nothing that I can do that will cause God to love me any less. I also have a deeper connection and relationship with God now that I didn’t have before. I grew up in church and my parents were heavily involved with the youth ministry but I just never really made any connections. After this moment something clicked and I finally got it. Jesus loves me and He is pursuing me and wants a relationship with me. This is when I decided I really wanted to live my life for God and I stepped in to a deeper relationship with Him. I said, “Jesus I am all yours. I am putting my life in the palm of your hands.” Now God is at the center of my life and everything I do flows from the Holy Spirit who is in