Up until the point of my water breaking, I enjoyed talking to him. Having him call almost made it feel like he was there with me. After my water broke and my contractions became unbearable I couldn’t talk on the phone anymore. I started doubting my ability to continue through this process and questioned my decision to decline the epidural. I told my mom I wasn’t sure I wanted to finish my labor in that much pain. I had bad back labor along with the contractions in my abdomen which prevented me from being able to find a comfortable position to lay in. I cried to my mom and begged her to get my doctor so that I could ask for an epidural. My doctor came in and told me that she sent the anesthesiologist home earlier because she thought I would be ok and wouldn’t require an epidural. She asked me if I was sure that’s what I wanted. Although my original plan didn’t involve any drugs, at that point I no longer felt like that plan was
Up until the point of my water breaking, I enjoyed talking to him. Having him call almost made it feel like he was there with me. After my water broke and my contractions became unbearable I couldn’t talk on the phone anymore. I started doubting my ability to continue through this process and questioned my decision to decline the epidural. I told my mom I wasn’t sure I wanted to finish my labor in that much pain. I had bad back labor along with the contractions in my abdomen which prevented me from being able to find a comfortable position to lay in. I cried to my mom and begged her to get my doctor so that I could ask for an epidural. My doctor came in and told me that she sent the anesthesiologist home earlier because she thought I would be ok and wouldn’t require an epidural. She asked me if I was sure that’s what I wanted. Although my original plan didn’t involve any drugs, at that point I no longer felt like that plan was