I was broken into a million pieces. We drove up and saw her, slowly my brothers walk up and say their last goodbyes, along with my cousins. Finally, I walked up to her, and I mad the biggest mistake of my life. Because I was mute, I didn't say my last goodbye, or that I will always love her. I looked at her and said nothing. That's the biggest regret of my life and I will always remember that day. Later that night I was at the party, it wasn't fun at all knowing that i'm losing my best friend any second now. When I woke up on December 5th, I asked my mom if Gaber was still alive, she looked at me and said exact words, “earlier this moring, Gaber went up herhusband and your sister and brother, she is dancing up in heaven, watching over you”. Months go by after my grandmas passing. Most nights i'm on my knees, acting like im playing with my dolls, but I was crying, looking up, begging for Gaber to wake up. Begging for one last chance to tell her I love her. I was asking why did she have to go, why couldn't it have been me. I wanted to blame myself. I wanted to be the one dead. I wanted my grandma back. I was only 10 years old and wanting to
I was broken into a million pieces. We drove up and saw her, slowly my brothers walk up and say their last goodbyes, along with my cousins. Finally, I walked up to her, and I mad the biggest mistake of my life. Because I was mute, I didn't say my last goodbye, or that I will always love her. I looked at her and said nothing. That's the biggest regret of my life and I will always remember that day. Later that night I was at the party, it wasn't fun at all knowing that i'm losing my best friend any second now. When I woke up on December 5th, I asked my mom if Gaber was still alive, she looked at me and said exact words, “earlier this moring, Gaber went up herhusband and your sister and brother, she is dancing up in heaven, watching over you”. Months go by after my grandmas passing. Most nights i'm on my knees, acting like im playing with my dolls, but I was crying, looking up, begging for Gaber to wake up. Begging for one last chance to tell her I love her. I was asking why did she have to go, why couldn't it have been me. I wanted to blame myself. I wanted to be the one dead. I wanted my grandma back. I was only 10 years old and wanting to