The girl who sat in the back of the class, the one that always avoided as much human contact, that was me, I was starting to grow tire of it, who would have known it was going to cost me a lot just to change. After a long summer vacation of unexciting experiences, it was finally time to return to school in which I was truly thankful for. It was beginning junior year, I had recently moved schools, which made me the new kid. Since every year everyone saw unfamiliar faces, I was lucky that nobody knew that I was the new one unless all eyes were going to be at me. I took the chance to start again and make some changes to my personality. I no longer wanted to be this introverted person, always being known as the “shy girl”. Many say that personalities
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It was mid-April, my friends were always full of that teenage drama, I won’t lie it was sometimes interesting to hear about it. For some reason they came to me for advice, whether it was stupid love relationships or some jealousy problem between one another. What I never took into consideration was that I had problems of my own to deal with, I guess I like dealing with others to avoid my own. We were all heading to a party, they had gone to many, but this was my first one. I saw as the crowd jump up and down, the loud music making hard to hear others around me, I could see this sense of freedom like if there was no tomorrow. After that night I loved being in the environment where there was crowd, drinking till you no longer remember nothing. Eventually after so many parties I started developing a thing for alcohol, which caused me to lie to everyone. One of my closest friends, Rosie, she had pointed out that I needed help, I denied it, after so many times of her telling me same the thing I started to get angry. I screamed at her, and she then just slapped me, and told me “can’t you hear what you’re saying, this isn’t you, why are you changing so much?” It went on to cause a physical fight, when we finally stop, I walked off the opposite direction and ever since that day we no longer talked till later on at the end of the
It was mid-April, my friends were always full of that teenage drama, I won’t lie it was sometimes interesting to hear about it. For some reason they came to me for advice, whether it was stupid love relationships or some jealousy problem between one another. What I never took into consideration was that I had problems of my own to deal with, I guess I like dealing with others to avoid my own. We were all heading to a party, they had gone to many, but this was my first one. I saw as the crowd jump up and down, the loud music making hard to hear others around me, I could see this sense of freedom like if there was no tomorrow. After that night I loved being in the environment where there was crowd, drinking till you no longer remember nothing. Eventually after so many parties I started developing a thing for alcohol, which caused me to lie to everyone. One of my closest friends, Rosie, she had pointed out that I needed help, I denied it, after so many times of her telling me same the thing I started to get angry. I screamed at her, and she then just slapped me, and told me “can’t you hear what you’re saying, this isn’t you, why are you changing so much?” It went on to cause a physical fight, when we finally stop, I walked off the opposite direction and ever since that day we no longer talked till later on at the end of the