Have you ever had a tooth pulled? I have. It's annoying and I despised it. I truly hated being numbed more than the hammer, screw driver and whatever else these crazy dentists use to take my tooth out of my head. I know you're thinking if you hate the numbness that badly, just tell them you don't want it, but friends, I choose the numbness. Even worse than teeth being pulled, have you ever watched an action-packed, edge of your seat TV show or movie where the good guy is syringed with numbness, they fall to the floor, and absolutely lose feeling from the legs, the very thing they need, to chase the bad guy? It is the worst feeling just watching it happen! The worst part just may be knowing that something could've been done because of their
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If you ask my husband what happens when I get upset, he will probably mock me in a quite accurate way on my silence and short answers. When I feel sad I numb my heart instantly; so I don't have to feel the anxiety, anger nor fear that may gnawing at me. When longer problems persist, I choose to block out the issue, and focus on other things. I ignore and avoid issues for so long until somebody finally discerns what is really going on, or I just explode because I didn't have the numbing medication strong enough to block out a pain so strong. It's quite humorous. It sounds really awful, and like I should probably see someone, but the second I talk about it, allow the Holy Spirit to work in the areas that need to be strengthened, I'm rockin' and rollin' all over again! Why don't I choose to just deal with these things in the moment? Because I am a stubborn, hormone raging, girl who just likes things to be perfect, but how can my life be at it's ever-most perfect high if things just aren't …show more content…
There is no thing incomplete about Him. He isn't this snobby perfection-filled dude whom keeps to himself. He took His life for us; so our imperfection could be sustained through eternity; however we still choose to rely on our own self to "measure up" because gosh darn, if Suzie knew I didn't have my life together like her lovely self does every Sunday. Her kids don't scream and yell like mine. She hangs around the cool folk at church and most likely because she isn't a nut case like me. I have to be less frail and much stronger. This truly is the mojo to my thought process. Truthfully, Suzie and I my struggle with the same exact problem. I believe we all have a desire in us to meet a level of perfection. The end to our lives' story is marvelous! Imagine if this were a Disney movie. Can you just see the wondrous cheese? Love wins every single time, but we have to choose love. If love chose us years ago, but we refuse to allow love to captivate our very hearts, love isn't in your life to
If you ask my husband what happens when I get upset, he will probably mock me in a quite accurate way on my silence and short answers. When I feel sad I numb my heart instantly; so I don't have to feel the anxiety, anger nor fear that may gnawing at me. When longer problems persist, I choose to block out the issue, and focus on other things. I ignore and avoid issues for so long until somebody finally discerns what is really going on, or I just explode because I didn't have the numbing medication strong enough to block out a pain so strong. It's quite humorous. It sounds really awful, and like I should probably see someone, but the second I talk about it, allow the Holy Spirit to work in the areas that need to be strengthened, I'm rockin' and rollin' all over again! Why don't I choose to just deal with these things in the moment? Because I am a stubborn, hormone raging, girl who just likes things to be perfect, but how can my life be at it's ever-most perfect high if things just aren't …show more content…
There is no thing incomplete about Him. He isn't this snobby perfection-filled dude whom keeps to himself. He took His life for us; so our imperfection could be sustained through eternity; however we still choose to rely on our own self to "measure up" because gosh darn, if Suzie knew I didn't have my life together like her lovely self does every Sunday. Her kids don't scream and yell like mine. She hangs around the cool folk at church and most likely because she isn't a nut case like me. I have to be less frail and much stronger. This truly is the mojo to my thought process. Truthfully, Suzie and I my struggle with the same exact problem. I believe we all have a desire in us to meet a level of perfection. The end to our lives' story is marvelous! Imagine if this were a Disney movie. Can you just see the wondrous cheese? Love wins every single time, but we have to choose love. If love chose us years ago, but we refuse to allow love to captivate our very hearts, love isn't in your life to