Personal Narrative-Beep

Beep, Beep, Beep. I feel so tired. I can feel my legs throbbing from p.e yesterday. What will today bring as I laid in my bed for a few minutes trying to get the motivation to crawl out of bed. I hear my moms voice say “get up time for school.” I scramble everything together for my long day at school. I rush out of the house, the cold air surrounded my body I could feel my hair on the back of my neck stand up. I finally got closer to school because I can hear all the peoples voices scramble together. I'm at school I could hear all the voices screaming, I remember that my first period switched so I would have science class due to my math teacher’s absence. Therefore I ran up the steps with 1 min to get to class. I saw my teacher going for …show more content…
I went to the medicine and grabbed all the medicine I could find and ran back up to my room.my heart was racing I could feel it popping out of my chest. I locked the door behind me. I grabbed my old water off of my dresser and started to take every pill I had every pill I say. My head started to hurt I started to get dizzy I fell to the ground crawling myself to my bed. I pulled myself up on the bed and my head hit the pillow and I was knocked out. The next morning I heard a knock on my bedroom door I felt so sick I ran to the bathroom and throw up. I yelled give me a second and I flushed the toilet and opened my door to see my mom asking if I was ok. I couldn't say I was fine but I couldn't tell her I was upset all I could do was slowly shake my head. Then she asked me if I wanted to go to school tomorrow. I didn't want to be in this house anymore so I say yes immediately he she said ok and slowly turned around and said she was going to work and that she loves me. I could say I love her back because I don't love anyone anymore. So I slowly shut my door without saying anything. Latter that day I went in the garage and grabbed rope that was in the back on a shelf. It was so cold I immediately dropped it then I picked it back up and ran up stairs and I put it under my bed. I went in my moms room and went in her closet where she had some alcohol that no one was supposed to know about and grabbed a full …show more content…
I get ready for school and get everything together. I'm really excited to see all my friends and my boyfriend I whispered I walked over to my calendar to see that me and him have been dating for 5 months. I got my school bag and started to walk to school. I look at my phone to see that none of my friends have texted me not even my boyfriend. I finally at the school I see my group of friends but I don't see Angle and my boyfriend Jordan. So I slowly walk up to my group of friends and ask them have you see Angle or Jordan they shook their heads no. I could feel in my stomach something wasn't right so I ran up stairs to mine and Angles secret spot and I saw Angle kissing Jordan. I stopped I was frozen all I could say was were done. My heart was racing I ran down stairs to the bathroom and I called my mom. I could hear Jordan calling my name saying he's sorry but I couldn't talk to him so I ignored him. I called my mom telling her to come and get me. She asked why but I didn't tell her. My eyes started feeling with tears I couldn't stop crying even if I wanted to. A couple minutes later I heard my name in the intercom to go to the front office so I kept my head down low and sprinted to the front office. Finally when I got home my mom didn't say a word to me she just went into her room and went back asleep. I was done I was giving up. I grabbed the rope out from under my bed and put it on my Ceiling fan and I grabbed my chair from