“I WANT TO DIE” I said in a whisper to myself. I was in a dark room by myself. I was scaring my wrist with a blade. I don’t know why I did it but I did and I wish I never had!!! At First. I moved to Sioux City Iowa to get away from a vile guy who used to physically beat my mom. He would leave bruises on her and no one would do anything. So when I look at people all I can see is him. So I began to take all my anger out on myself with a blade I would cut myself and I would hide it my wearing sweat pants, and Long sleeves. Every day during school the nasty smell of his weed breathe would fill my nose. Soon after that, Drama on Facebook it got so vile I didn’t know what to do. Then the vile names began to come out of peoples mouth and made
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Bullied brought a big Brocken heart. someone seen them and they told the whole school. Someone who actually cared about me told the teacher. The teacher confronted me and I told her everything about the whole situation. So she set up a session with the guidance concealer. The guidance concealer and I sat in her office for 45 mins talking about everything. I told her what I told the teacher and that’s when she told me it was going to be ok and there are people to help she told me that since they were my ex friends I shouldn’t talk to them until the drama blows over. So, I took her advice and stopped talking to then for 2 weeks and everything is better. I didn’t go see a therapist but I knew that there are people who care about me and wanted me to stop. Thanks to them I stopped for almost 5 months and I’m proud of myself. Yes! I know that people will start drama with me but thanks to my guidance concealer I know how to handle all of the drama. I know cutting isn’t the solution so I’ve stopped. I’ve been through a lot in my life. I know that I’m not you, but I have been through similar things and trust me there are people who can …show more content…
I can’t wait to see what my future will be like but until then I know that I have to wait and not rush because I want to live my life as slow as possible. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die not one bit, because my life is worth living and yours is too. Don’t let dumb people bring you down. Show them you’re strong and fight back. Don’t bully them just stick up for yourself. Talk to your parents or teachers they can help you. You are unique the way you are, ALWAYS remember that. Life is like millions of hills, there are ups and downs. You just have to put in some effort and you will make it up that hill. I know I’m not done with my hills but I’ve been up my tallest ones. I want to know all of you can make a difference each of you are unique and different in your own way. You shouldn’t change for no one because you are yourself and yourself only. You only have one life to live so make it extraordinary. I’m not telling you to do whatever you want. Just don’t let bullies bring you down. Through my journey I felt scared to try and changed. When the bullying started I had the bad case of ANXIETY. People laughed at me which led to more depression but I got through. I feel, actually I know that you can change and be the real you. Guess what, I changed it it highly easy to change because I changed. You just need to talk to the people who actually care and let them
Bullied brought a big Brocken heart. someone seen them and they told the whole school. Someone who actually cared about me told the teacher. The teacher confronted me and I told her everything about the whole situation. So she set up a session with the guidance concealer. The guidance concealer and I sat in her office for 45 mins talking about everything. I told her what I told the teacher and that’s when she told me it was going to be ok and there are people to help she told me that since they were my ex friends I shouldn’t talk to them until the drama blows over. So, I took her advice and stopped talking to then for 2 weeks and everything is better. I didn’t go see a therapist but I knew that there are people who care about me and wanted me to stop. Thanks to them I stopped for almost 5 months and I’m proud of myself. Yes! I know that people will start drama with me but thanks to my guidance concealer I know how to handle all of the drama. I know cutting isn’t the solution so I’ve stopped. I’ve been through a lot in my life. I know that I’m not you, but I have been through similar things and trust me there are people who can …show more content…
I can’t wait to see what my future will be like but until then I know that I have to wait and not rush because I want to live my life as slow as possible. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die not one bit, because my life is worth living and yours is too. Don’t let dumb people bring you down. Show them you’re strong and fight back. Don’t bully them just stick up for yourself. Talk to your parents or teachers they can help you. You are unique the way you are, ALWAYS remember that. Life is like millions of hills, there are ups and downs. You just have to put in some effort and you will make it up that hill. I know I’m not done with my hills but I’ve been up my tallest ones. I want to know all of you can make a difference each of you are unique and different in your own way. You shouldn’t change for no one because you are yourself and yourself only. You only have one life to live so make it extraordinary. I’m not telling you to do whatever you want. Just don’t let bullies bring you down. Through my journey I felt scared to try and changed. When the bullying started I had the bad case of ANXIETY. People laughed at me which led to more depression but I got through. I feel, actually I know that you can change and be the real you. Guess what, I changed it it highly easy to change because I changed. You just need to talk to the people who actually care and let them