Fighting Myself
Can you imagine living everyday feeling like you don’t belong? Like you don’t have a place in this world. Like everyone is against you. It can feel as if your trapped in your own mind. It’s the feeling of being alone and feeling sad and mixed with so many other emotions, it’s overwhelming and it’s very common for women, most of us hide it and pretend to be the opposite of what we feel so we can get through our tasks. Some don’t even want to get out of bed and don’t know how to make ourselves feel better, we’re hopeless and have no answer to why we feel so angry, tense or why we have a headache. I’m sure we ask ourselves why do we feel all these emotions all at once? How can I stop from feeling this way? Many do not understand what is going on and some do, but are afraid to seek help.
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Managing every day is rough, sometimes I don’t feel like getting out of bed but I force myself, I found myself at times not looking forward to certain event’s that I enjoyed at one point, things like my children’s functions or going out dancing, going to amusement parks, having dinner with my family everything sort of became a chore because I had to force myself to do these things. It all took more work to complete these things and having to do it all without having the energy or the will that I once had before but what made it so hard was that I had to force myself. Having to force it made me resent it and I found myself on edge, I became very frustrated and angry all the time and started lashing out at my family and felt even
Can you imagine living everyday feeling like you don’t belong? Like you don’t have a place in this world. Like everyone is against you. It can feel as if your trapped in your own mind. It’s the feeling of being alone and feeling sad and mixed with so many other emotions, it’s overwhelming and it’s very common for women, most of us hide it and pretend to be the opposite of what we feel so we can get through our tasks. Some don’t even want to get out of bed and don’t know how to make ourselves feel better, we’re hopeless and have no answer to why we feel so angry, tense or why we have a headache. I’m sure we ask ourselves why do we feel all these emotions all at once? How can I stop from feeling this way? Many do not understand what is going on and some do, but are afraid to seek help.
Living …show more content…
Managing every day is rough, sometimes I don’t feel like getting out of bed but I force myself, I found myself at times not looking forward to certain event’s that I enjoyed at one point, things like my children’s functions or going out dancing, going to amusement parks, having dinner with my family everything sort of became a chore because I had to force myself to do these things. It all took more work to complete these things and having to do it all without having the energy or the will that I once had before but what made it so hard was that I had to force myself. Having to force it made me resent it and I found myself on edge, I became very frustrated and angry all the time and started lashing out at my family and felt even