Morning,
I hope you had a good Thanksgiving with family (y 'all look great in the family photo), and am glad that you 've got to see Buddy soon:). Sorry if the email bothers you, I just want to share what has been on my mind, and you can read the words whenever you are willing to.
I am sorry that when the incident happened on Monday, I was not emotionally prepared at all, so I could not focus on anything else besides my feelings of being confused, conflicted and hurt. I feel bad that I called you 20 minutes before your politics class, because I wanted to figure things out, but you also have a life besides the drama. I could have waited to collect all the information, then have a conversation with you. I apologize that I could have handled …show more content…
I read her sister 's posts of describing how they would be strong together even if they were separated and their dad was dead; I got to know how excited and blessed the girl felt when she got the Daniels Scholarship; I saw her words of wishing herself happy birthday; I witnessed how anxious her aunt and grandmother were when Abbie thought she was a failure, and I sensed how clingy and happy she was when she had Austin, her first boyfriend... I could not imagine having such a life, and I do not know if I could be as good as she is, if I were her. If the girl ever stood in front of me, told me all her stories, and I could possibly make her happy, I would not be able to refuse to be friends with her either; even though the tricky part would be also trying to be a good significant other of another …show more content…
I never told you this, but the moment that I fell in love with you, was when you told me that even though Michelle Kong was not your friend, you still spent three hours attempting to stop her from crying and to calm her down. My heart missed a beat, because the gentleman who was sitting next to me was such a kind person. You did not tell Abbie because you did not want to hurt her, you meant it, I got it.
Shahar, I know I said these before you leaving, but this time I genuinely know what I am talking about. I want to tell you that I am sorry you had to handle these for 8 months; the situation was incredibly tough, and you really did a good job. Furthermore, one thing I took away from being on my own recently is that, I appreciated the circumstance reminds me of how nice you are at core, and the reality makes me fall in love with you more deeply.
I do not know if you found the letters or not, but do not worry. You can scan them if you want, but I still trust you as I did from the beginning. Miz 's words have proved Abbie wrong, and I am confident enough to say that I chose a man who is honest and trustworthy. I love
I hope you had a good Thanksgiving with family (y 'all look great in the family photo), and am glad that you 've got to see Buddy soon:). Sorry if the email bothers you, I just want to share what has been on my mind, and you can read the words whenever you are willing to.
I am sorry that when the incident happened on Monday, I was not emotionally prepared at all, so I could not focus on anything else besides my feelings of being confused, conflicted and hurt. I feel bad that I called you 20 minutes before your politics class, because I wanted to figure things out, but you also have a life besides the drama. I could have waited to collect all the information, then have a conversation with you. I apologize that I could have handled …show more content…
I read her sister 's posts of describing how they would be strong together even if they were separated and their dad was dead; I got to know how excited and blessed the girl felt when she got the Daniels Scholarship; I saw her words of wishing herself happy birthday; I witnessed how anxious her aunt and grandmother were when Abbie thought she was a failure, and I sensed how clingy and happy she was when she had Austin, her first boyfriend... I could not imagine having such a life, and I do not know if I could be as good as she is, if I were her. If the girl ever stood in front of me, told me all her stories, and I could possibly make her happy, I would not be able to refuse to be friends with her either; even though the tricky part would be also trying to be a good significant other of another …show more content…
I never told you this, but the moment that I fell in love with you, was when you told me that even though Michelle Kong was not your friend, you still spent three hours attempting to stop her from crying and to calm her down. My heart missed a beat, because the gentleman who was sitting next to me was such a kind person. You did not tell Abbie because you did not want to hurt her, you meant it, I got it.
Shahar, I know I said these before you leaving, but this time I genuinely know what I am talking about. I want to tell you that I am sorry you had to handle these for 8 months; the situation was incredibly tough, and you really did a good job. Furthermore, one thing I took away from being on my own recently is that, I appreciated the circumstance reminds me of how nice you are at core, and the reality makes me fall in love with you more deeply.
I do not know if you found the letters or not, but do not worry. You can scan them if you want, but I still trust you as I did from the beginning. Miz 's words have proved Abbie wrong, and I am confident enough to say that I chose a man who is honest and trustworthy. I love