Please read this. Please. Please also reply to this, as it is my wish. I've said it over and over. I need to talk to you. But you aren't taking me seriously. I'm killing myself tonight. I've lost all hope to live. I'm a worthless human being, and a piece of shit who manipulates his girlfriend. I don't deserve to live. I should kill myself now before I hurt others, and that's what I'm doing. I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry I'm doing this. But I'm even more sorry for lying, cursing, threatening, name calling everything negatively that I've done to you. There's a monster in side of me, a dark presence. Depression. It turns me into someone who I cannot control. It turns me into someone that I'm not.
