Personal Narrative: Returning Memories

Returning Memories Does people ever feel like they are lost in the world and they don’t have someone to talk to? Well that is how I felt all my life, I am Heaven. Raised from a broken family since birth. My parents got a divorced after I was born and it caused a catastrophic toll in my life. At first my life seemed alright but eventually it became fake; my smiles covered the pain that existed and my positive attitude was corrupted by depression and negative feelings. One fateful day changed all that negativity, that was the day my father contacted me for the first time. Overwhelmed with feeling, I could not decided what I should feel. Should I be happy at the fact that he want to talk to me. Or should I be anger at the fact that he took this …show more content…
Relying on him was not an option; he was not trustworthy nor was he there when I need him. When I want to tell him about my feelings, I shut them off because it was to personal and I thought that I should keep my personal feeling to myself until I felt he was dean worthy of my trust. My personal life and trust are the most important and fragile things I hold dear. My life is already a wreck and it does not need any more drama, and it can’t handle anymore deceit and false hopes. Every day that he do not call me prove my theory that he does not care enough to get to know me. Clarity overpowered my mind and reality entered my heart, it told me that I can’t believe anything that comes out of his mouth and that he don’t want to build a relationship with me at all. If he ever want to be in my life he have to become a dependable and stable figure in my life. He have to stay out of jail as long as possible because it seems to me that is the only style he knows. He needs a stable job that have an acceptable pay rate. Finally he need to earn my trust back because at this point he’s a