As the years go by I sit and I wonder what will you be doing this year that year comes it's the same as the year before the next year come and it's the same I want so bad to be the person I never been which is a better me I put so much on myself telling myself you aren't good enough to be this and to do that and over years I continued to believe the lie I kept telling myself I want to be a nurse so bad but something in my head keeps saying you aren't smart enough to be a nurse when deep down inside I knw I could do it I love styling hair and I want to get my cosmetology license but once again that lil devil in my head is telling me you aren't good enough you aren't smart enough I'm so afraid to make a move to change the person I am today because
