Personal Narrative: Be Still

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Be Still
“Be still and know that He is God.” Psalm 46:10 There are moments in your life when only God can carry you through. These moments tend to come when you least expect them. Life is going good, even great. Then suddenly, you are thrust into a whirlwind of a storm without any warning. When you face life and death crisis, you need to know God and hear His voice clearly. On July 21, 2016, our family was elated. We had all just purchased our homes, moved our final items, and everyone was settled. Kevin and I were still healing. It takes years for a stem cell transplant to show improvement if it even works, and after my surgeries in February 2015 healing takes time. However, today was very special for our family. We were excited, because Miranda was five years out from her brain decompression and fusion surgery. She had completed her B.S. degree and master’s degree, been married to Brandon for two years, and they had bought our home.
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The car wreck occurred on a Friday evening. By Tuesday, Miranda went to her local internist and saw the P.A. and she suggested Miranda go see Dr. Neuro #7. On Wednesday, Miranda went to a local neurosurgeon and saw the P.A. who basically ignored her and only wanted to give her medication even though her body was clearly declining. Friday, July 29, 2016, Miranda ended up in another emergency room because half of her body was numb with the other side having tremors. Also, her speech was slurred. She still had numbness in her face, extreme pain, and now leg pain had begun. The doctor at this emergency room had treated me and was aware of our diagnoses. She ran I.V. medication to help calm the symptoms, but instructed us to get Miranda to Dr. Neuro #7 as soon as possible. So, Brandon and I took Miranda to Maryland on Monday, August 1, 2016. Once again, life was spinning out of control. There was no time to think. We had to pray and react quickly to get Miranda

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