I always attach extravagant hope to have healthy body. I wish I could be just like a normal person. Emotional and physical well-being is what most current people have. But you can't do anything without health. Do you understand the feeling of someone who needs to have medical treatment every week? And spending most of the life time in the hospital? This is my life, sitting on the bed... and waiting, waiting for what? I don't know, maybe the day I have fully recovered. I once felt desperate to my fate, with endless dark. But when I found out my behavior was showing others my cowardice. I can't stuck at one point and never get up. One thing I have learned is to confront what I meet, to conquer it, to go beyond myself. Later, my world begin spinning
