Whenever I mounted them, I could feel their heartbeat under my palm, as if I was holding a beast's leash. They had always pulsed with lust, but never have I felt attached to them. It was as if they were a guitar and I was merely pulling the right strings. I always struggled not to feel like an object used to sate a man's libido, but I took comfort in knowing that although I was a mere pawn, I was helping my father's business in ways men could never do. I served him diligently. I was a member of the family - the only female member, in fact - which meant my services were not only noted but
Whenever I mounted them, I could feel their heartbeat under my palm, as if I was holding a beast's leash. They had always pulsed with lust, but never have I felt attached to them. It was as if they were a guitar and I was merely pulling the right strings. I always struggled not to feel like an object used to sate a man's libido, but I took comfort in knowing that although I was a mere pawn, I was helping my father's business in ways men could never do. I served him diligently. I was a member of the family - the only female member, in fact - which meant my services were not only noted but