In this video, I discussed my struggle with depression and my new pessimistic perspective. Shortly after I shared my story, I had many individuals reach out to me with questions. They could not believe a girl like me suffered through such horrendous mental and emotional abuse. They could not believe it because they had no idea that this happened to me. Depression made me shut down mentally and emotionally. I felt too ashamed and embarrassed to tell anyone, which resulted in me turning off my emotions and blocking out the world. It also eliminated my confidence and destroyed my self-esteem, which took me years and years to build. My thoughts destroyed me. I tried not to think, but the silence was a killer too. Depression is a silent killer because it is intangible. It cannot be seen; it cannot be touched. Yet, it holds just as much power as a gun in the hands of the wrong individual. When individuals reached out to me, I realized that I held the power to help them with their
In this video, I discussed my struggle with depression and my new pessimistic perspective. Shortly after I shared my story, I had many individuals reach out to me with questions. They could not believe a girl like me suffered through such horrendous mental and emotional abuse. They could not believe it because they had no idea that this happened to me. Depression made me shut down mentally and emotionally. I felt too ashamed and embarrassed to tell anyone, which resulted in me turning off my emotions and blocking out the world. It also eliminated my confidence and destroyed my self-esteem, which took me years and years to build. My thoughts destroyed me. I tried not to think, but the silence was a killer too. Depression is a silent killer because it is intangible. It cannot be seen; it cannot be touched. Yet, it holds just as much power as a gun in the hands of the wrong individual. When individuals reached out to me, I realized that I held the power to help them with their