His elbow jutted inward and his left forearm protruded outward at an unsightly angle. A wave of shock hit me as I watched the color drain from his face. Did I do this to him? All the exhilaration I felt was immediately replaced by feelings of poignant remorse and self-deprecating disgust. The combative trance I had entered into quickly disappeared as my instinctive desire to help him took over. Despite having been on the receiving end of many injuries in the past, I was new to dealing them. As the paramedics lifted my opponent onto a stretcher, his mother cast me a grimace full of reproach that hit me in the gut like a sharp
His elbow jutted inward and his left forearm protruded outward at an unsightly angle. A wave of shock hit me as I watched the color drain from his face. Did I do this to him? All the exhilaration I felt was immediately replaced by feelings of poignant remorse and self-deprecating disgust. The combative trance I had entered into quickly disappeared as my instinctive desire to help him took over. Despite having been on the receiving end of many injuries in the past, I was new to dealing them. As the paramedics lifted my opponent onto a stretcher, his mother cast me a grimace full of reproach that hit me in the gut like a sharp