My arms were sore and heavy: they were full of the fifty pound footlocker I had to carry without setting down. I could feel the lactic acid building up as I struggled to keep my arms flexed, to prevent the locker from dropping. I was marching in one of four rows with other kids my age. They were all strangers to me. I kept my eyes forward and I could hear the State Troopers berating anyone who dropped their box, or looked anywhere but forward at the head in front of them. I just kept on marching, refusing to let myself drop my box, until we were brought to a halt. I saw all of the Troopers walking up and down the rows, sizing us up. I will never forget my experience at the Trooper Youth Program in Seagert, New Jersey. I …show more content…
But now I can see that the experience I got from the Trooper Youth Program has helped me grow. I am more confident than I have ever been; I see my self as a leader and not just someone who follows the crowd. I now stand up for my self. I have a voice and have thoughts to offer from my own unique perspective. Also I learned to communicate once again with my peers without the uses of technology. Even though at first I was reluctant to give up my phone and the Internet I think it was for the best. Without a phone to hide behind for comfort I was forced to engage with people I did not know. As the days went on I got closer with my classmates and even forgot about my phone. It was a pretty significant moment considering teenagers are typically glued to their phones and the media twenty four-seven. That aspect of the camp has allowed me to become more social, to converse with people, and not be afraid if I am saying the right