Very lonely
No one likes me
The household that I came from was not very good or positive. My father was not around very much, and not for work. Even though we lived with him. I had just moved to Poughkeepsie when I was 10yr old. I was in 5th grade at violet avenue elementary school. At this time, I had no friends and was not seen as an ordinary kid. People made rumors about me, not to mention that I had severe anger problems. I always kept to myself, did not really talk to anyone. Always got into fights which made my situation a lot worse. There was a time when all my peers watched me provoke a fight, out of anger. The kid got severely hurt. In retrospect, it was very embarrassing and now I know that it was the wrong to do. …show more content…
I also got suspended for the use of vulgar language towards the teachers. I did get suspended a lot of my rigorous, and derogatory behavior. Eventually I graduated elementary school. Due to my behavior going into Haviland Middle school I was put into special needs classes. Still I felt that I had no friends,very lonely, and no one liked me. The reason why I had no friends is because I had abandoning issues. I did not really want to talk to anyone is because I was really afraid that someone would give me that abandoning feeling again. Being very lonely was not easy to deal with. I chose to be lonely because I liked to keep to myself. Also I had a hard time trusting others because of my issues, so I kept pushing anyone away that would try to communicate with me including teachers. Now kids did not like me because I moped over my problems in school. I also had a derogatory demeanor. So I was seen as