I recognized the environment I was brought up in, and that being me was not a particularly desirable thing to be. I would constantly seek for much approval from my peers and my family. Even to this day, I am yet at liability for it. I crave recognition, and when I don't get it, I put myself into danger for just a crowd of laughter from redundant individuals who in the long run wouldn’t generate appreciable change towards my well being. I adopted the believe that I was not good enough due to past blunders and breakdowns, or commonly experienced an I vs everyone else confliction in my life. I've reached low places where I had a presumption of the unimportance of myself. I had concluded that because I was not the status quo, I was nobody. I also believed that to be in the status quo you had to first pass their generic exams, and I …show more content…
I have always had a dream to do it all, and I still do. There are days when I just want to give it all up for a normal life, but something just pulls me right back and I believe that thing is passion. My dream is to impact change into people's lives. Like the late Gandhi once said, "Be the change you wish to see in the world." I want to make such a dramatic change that I truly am ready to go through that true sacrifice to effect change, especially in these moments of times of need. And I know that it requires a significant position in this static hierarchy we humans have mentally structurally built. I truly, wholeheartedly agree with Shauna as I have been through some of the challenges presented in this speech, that come with nurturing a talent or passion for