Much more than a remembered place, it had become a state of mind. Now, having seen it, I no longer wanted it to lose it or to have those years erased” (151).
At this point, Jeanne is relieved of the burden Manzanar imposed upon her. She is proud that the internment happened to her, ambiguous and unexpected as that may be; and though she is not completely happy with the event, she finds that the camp is tolerable, even welcomed in her mind. Manzanar changed Jeanne forever. It even changed her after the camp was over. Within her mind she had thought of herself as lowly and unbelonging as the time she had been placed in the camp. This feeling of loneliness changed itself after her return to Manzanar as a more mature person. The fact that Jeanne was able to cope with such an event and make it welcomed make it so that any event is tolerable after a certain amount of time. What may seem as an unforgettable event can surely turn out to be