Personally, I am a firm believer that anything complex given time can be broken down into simple pieces easily comprehensible. Relating this universal belief to both subjects was a daunting task. The time need to break down complex problem solving skills over exceeded the time of instruction for that topic. Once I began to grasp one concept we would began learning a new concept. A double edge sword I became aware of rather …show more content…
Creating excuses to justify my ability to execute was only going to make my situation worse. On the other hand, ignoring problems that were clearly present and from outside influences was just as foolish. Disconnect with my instructors was an obvious problem. Communication from both sides was very broken and put both parties in a bit of a stand still. I felt as if my instructors could not understand how I was struggling in their course. Trying to communicate my stance of confusion to them only made our disconnect grow. Seeking outside help and trying to relate my work to outside sources came in form of hieroglyphics to my teachers. The only way for me to finish these courses was to completely cut out everything. Any influence that didn’t benefit me my progress in the class I cut back or eliminated completely. This conclusion led to my turning point in both