Spanish teacher, you, is no longer in my life so I had to use Google translator so you can understand my e-mail. This is my first & I hope won't be my last e-mail & communication to you in a very long time so please be patient just like your patient with your family and friends. First of all you have no idea how much I miss you and our son and I know you're angry with me for not helping you with the over $100,000 I owe you in child support, I did the math from 12/2000 when you seved me with the divorse papers, and making your life harder and pure hell but life has been very hard & lonely for me as well since we separated …show more content…
I am ashamed 4 destroying not only my life, but yurs & mostly his as well as my other family. I hurt all of you so much and there were times I prayed to God to take my life while I slept or that if I were driving that I get hit by a truck so that all of you get the insurance $ because let's face it I'm worth more dead than alive.
Even abusing beer hasn't killed me as John el Gordo once told me,
Victor your a nice guy and we all love you like a brother but you're so dumb you can't even kill yourself. As for Juan I saw him before our son took me 2 Fort Lee to go back to the Bronx and I was mad and wanted to fight him, but I have 2 open cases in NJ and I could also go to prison 4 attacking that old child predator. Our son has until his 23rd birthday to report it according to the statute of limitations in
NJ and he asked me if he should call DYFS but I you need to talk to your mom about that then I told him that I don't want 2 talk about that with him because it makes me cry and mad. Now I know why 1 time I went to your old apartment 7002 Bergenline when Juan was baby sitting him & he said to me "papi Juan me pellizco!" and I confronted him and was going to hit him and he said Ema was