A week after we started "dating" he started touching me and i didn 't want to say no because I am 110lbs while he was 150lbs and could hurt me if i rejected, so i sat quietly while he violated me in every way you could think. I laid still while he grabbed me and pounded into me and i didn 't cry or scream. That night when he left i bawled and screamed and clawed at my skin and scrubbed my body with soap until i couldn 't feel his fingerprints.
A person who is brutally raped and is left violated is irrational if she feels uncomfortable left with boys, or even uncomfortable in public places without a friend. But, if a person is brutally attacked by a dog it 's rational to be scared of all Dogs.
I’m so FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF THIS WORLD WE ARE LIVING IN. How many rape victims eyes have I already looked into? How many more will I? And how many more friends will I hold while they violently shake? Because I don’t know how many more I can take. And who the fuck still has the nerve to make rape jokes? Please, someone just start being that change. Rape culture is still alive and well in our society. Stop teaching girls to dress "appropriately" so that boys won 't look at them and start teaching boys to fucking control