She had a tube that hung from her stomach for 9-10 years. That tube is what kept her going and my mom wanted to give up. I know she did but my brother, sister, and I were her motivation to stay strong. About 9 liters a night flowing through her stomach every night. I couldn't stand myself to be home and see my mother in pain. The one that took care of me even when she was sick. I thank my mom for that. I was just in a position that I knew I wasn't able to do anything but connect her to bags. That I knew it gave her pain even if they kept her alive and going. I had to make big steps, and do things more on my own as I got older. I had to be the one to support my little brother Ricky. It was hard at first because I was pretty busy myself. I wake up for school, I need to get my brother up, get to school try to keep my grades up. After school I would go to practice for 3 hours. If we were lucky we would sometimes practice for 2 hours. After practice I would have to go home clean the whole house before my mom got home.I would have to make dinner sometimes, when my mom couldn't. For awhile I didn't know how to work around this. Then I realized this is getting me prepared when I go to
She had a tube that hung from her stomach for 9-10 years. That tube is what kept her going and my mom wanted to give up. I know she did but my brother, sister, and I were her motivation to stay strong. About 9 liters a night flowing through her stomach every night. I couldn't stand myself to be home and see my mother in pain. The one that took care of me even when she was sick. I thank my mom for that. I was just in a position that I knew I wasn't able to do anything but connect her to bags. That I knew it gave her pain even if they kept her alive and going. I had to make big steps, and do things more on my own as I got older. I had to be the one to support my little brother Ricky. It was hard at first because I was pretty busy myself. I wake up for school, I need to get my brother up, get to school try to keep my grades up. After school I would go to practice for 3 hours. If we were lucky we would sometimes practice for 2 hours. After practice I would have to go home clean the whole house before my mom got home.I would have to make dinner sometimes, when my mom couldn't. For awhile I didn't know how to work around this. Then I realized this is getting me prepared when I go to