As i stood ready to drive to meps my first step to becoming a marine i was so nervous but not because i doubted myself but just to know that this was today. The first step was close i just needed to keep my composure and be negligent to doubt. Never was i so nervous but ready at the same time it was weird to say I …show more content…
As i continued my self doubt kept growing smaller and smaller with time i was feeling confident i wanted to finish what i started but there were many more hours to go. Waiting was the last step after hours as i waited to swear in and that's what i hated the most .The feeling of being of being ordinary was just a bit dull but wanting to be sworn in was just a small goal to what i wanted to accomplish. I didn't know what was gonna happen from this point on and that was nerve wrecking i could think of nothing else but the next few minutes or hour. I felt alone in my thoughts and everything around me was non essential to know all i wanted to know was what was going to happen