Never guessing I was a mere twelve; he leaned over to kiss me, I was happy that it was my choice to allow it. We saw each other every chance we got and yes; after several weeks, we made love. Making love with him the first time was sweet, because I could feel emotion in his touch and mine. Of course he had no way of knowing I wasn’t a virgin and hadn’t been for over a year, he was actually afraid of hurting me. Horrified over my life; I wasn’t about to tell him the awful truth. As time passed, I found my emotions drawn to him and wanted to spend every second of my life wrapped within his arms. After a while, I braved bringing him home to meet my family. Mortified of friends learning of my secret shame; I choose to have few and never brought them to my home. I invited Andy home reasoning that I wanted him with me all the time, I guess, somehow I thought he could keep me safe. Mom wasn’t happy at all with him because of his age, eighteen at the time, but dad went out of his way to make him comfortable and they began to become close friends. This made me nervous but I knew not to interfere with it if I wanted Andy in my life. Coaxing and manipulating, Dad worked through all Mom’s objections to Andy and soon she came around
Never guessing I was a mere twelve; he leaned over to kiss me, I was happy that it was my choice to allow it. We saw each other every chance we got and yes; after several weeks, we made love. Making love with him the first time was sweet, because I could feel emotion in his touch and mine. Of course he had no way of knowing I wasn’t a virgin and hadn’t been for over a year, he was actually afraid of hurting me. Horrified over my life; I wasn’t about to tell him the awful truth. As time passed, I found my emotions drawn to him and wanted to spend every second of my life wrapped within his arms. After a while, I braved bringing him home to meet my family. Mortified of friends learning of my secret shame; I choose to have few and never brought them to my home. I invited Andy home reasoning that I wanted him with me all the time, I guess, somehow I thought he could keep me safe. Mom wasn’t happy at all with him because of his age, eighteen at the time, but dad went out of his way to make him comfortable and they began to become close friends. This made me nervous but I knew not to interfere with it if I wanted Andy in my life. Coaxing and manipulating, Dad worked through all Mom’s objections to Andy and soon she came around