Rainy Days
Rain, Rain go away little _________ wants to play.
I remember as a little girl my sisters, friends, and I use to sing this song. Even though I was surrounded by my brothers and sisters on rainy days when we had to stay inside I would sometimes feel sad, lonely and empty in my mind and heart.
The winter rainy days were the saddest, especially if the rain fell on a Tuesday or a Thursday. Because for a brief period of time my mother worked outside of the home in the evening on those two days. You see, when Mom wasn’t home the house just didn’t feel right, nor did I.
Little did I know that those rainy days were teaching me how to go “inside” of myself to find myself, to find my stillness, my quiet space, my sacred God-space. …show more content…
As a young girl my younger sister and I shared a very large bedroom with our parents. In that bedroom, among a queen size bed, two, twin size beds, a large dresser, two chairs, a desk, two closest, a fireplace, and my second favorite thing in that room…a vanity set that had a seat and a three way mirror. My first favorite space was my own little corner next to my bed. However, I used to love to go to that vanity set and position the mirrors so I could see all angles of myself. Then I would sit and sing and look deeply into myself while having conversation with myself and God for long periods of …show more content…
I know now that I laughed not only because I did feel better, but also because I was coming out of a zone, a meditation. For a period of time I was in my own little world where it was just me and the Divine One. I was in the right now moment where nothing else matter. So, when my father would speak out to me I wasn’t aware of anyone looking or paying me any attention.
Now let me explain I was aware of who I was and where I was at. I knew I was in my shared bedroom and in my house, but I also knew I was in a safe place, a haven where I was free to explore and sing and just “be”. Be with myself and connected with my higher self, my soul, my Creator. Exploring the realms of your higher self is a place/space where there is an open invitation for you to play also!
We all have this connection with the Universe, and just like you, I too experience my energy fields becoming blocked, clouded, and invaded as well. Sometimes by my very own thoughts and sometimes by other people’s energy fields that carries all of their stuff. Other times it’s places and things that causes the gap or the illusion of a separation between the Divine and
Rain, Rain go away little _________ wants to play.
I remember as a little girl my sisters, friends, and I use to sing this song. Even though I was surrounded by my brothers and sisters on rainy days when we had to stay inside I would sometimes feel sad, lonely and empty in my mind and heart.
The winter rainy days were the saddest, especially if the rain fell on a Tuesday or a Thursday. Because for a brief period of time my mother worked outside of the home in the evening on those two days. You see, when Mom wasn’t home the house just didn’t feel right, nor did I.
Little did I know that those rainy days were teaching me how to go “inside” of myself to find myself, to find my stillness, my quiet space, my sacred God-space. …show more content…
As a young girl my younger sister and I shared a very large bedroom with our parents. In that bedroom, among a queen size bed, two, twin size beds, a large dresser, two chairs, a desk, two closest, a fireplace, and my second favorite thing in that room…a vanity set that had a seat and a three way mirror. My first favorite space was my own little corner next to my bed. However, I used to love to go to that vanity set and position the mirrors so I could see all angles of myself. Then I would sit and sing and look deeply into myself while having conversation with myself and God for long periods of …show more content…
I know now that I laughed not only because I did feel better, but also because I was coming out of a zone, a meditation. For a period of time I was in my own little world where it was just me and the Divine One. I was in the right now moment where nothing else matter. So, when my father would speak out to me I wasn’t aware of anyone looking or paying me any attention.
Now let me explain I was aware of who I was and where I was at. I knew I was in my shared bedroom and in my house, but I also knew I was in a safe place, a haven where I was free to explore and sing and just “be”. Be with myself and connected with my higher self, my soul, my Creator. Exploring the realms of your higher self is a place/space where there is an open invitation for you to play also!
We all have this connection with the Universe, and just like you, I too experience my energy fields becoming blocked, clouded, and invaded as well. Sometimes by my very own thoughts and sometimes by other people’s energy fields that carries all of their stuff. Other times it’s places and things that causes the gap or the illusion of a separation between the Divine and