Narrative About Friendship

Fights, something that occured in all kinds of relationships, a fight was one of the reasons that my friendship ended. The truth was, there were so many fights in our friendship, or I guess they could be called conflicts, our fights were about meaningless things for no reason. No matter who started it, I always finished it because I valued that friendship that we shared more than I cared for my ego. It seemed as though that that was the most important friendship I would ever have, and I didn’t want to be the one that messed up . This was different and it wasn’t something simple I could just say “sorry” about and move on. It was about me. I hadn’t started it, but I was the first to confront her about the topic, and yes, it was just “drama” but to me it was so much more. It helped me see things in a new light, I saw that she never apologized first, she would never try to solve any conflicts between us. She didn’t seem to care about our friendship. She didn’t value it. False words were spread, not from me, from her. I asked her to stop, in a nicer way than I would later on. Some of my friends had asked me about the subject and I asked them how they knew. All signs pointed back to her, but she still denied it. This was …show more content…
I really did, but I didn’t believe that this would resolve in the way that it always did and that everything would go back to normal, nor did I want it to. I wanted to be on decent terms, but I didn’t want to be friends with her anymore, she was my comfort zone, and she was toxic to me. The friendship was something I enjoyed until the end, and I want her to know that I thank her for that, but I knew we couldn’t stay like that, I needed to leave my comfort zone behind and move onto bigger, better things. I wanted her to understand this and how I was feeling. I wanted her to know that I didn’t hate her and that I would never hold this against