I mentioned my long-time-best friend/short-term-ex-girlfriend, Briana. Losing someone who means so much is absolutely terrible because it’s like losing a part of you. I hurt for a long time after we stopped talking, though I knew that she was done with me and stopped hurting long before I did. Before we finally stopped talking, I would try and get her to like me again through actions or discussing old topics. Every action had me asking her the questions in the lyrics “Do you love me now?... Don’t you love me now?... Why don’t you love me now?” in my mind. I don’t think she ever said yes, and I rue the actions I made leading to that. While I was at that time, part of my legitimately thought she would like me again and I was terrified of a “no” situation. Eventually, I did lose her and I had to love through one of my biggest fears and that was terrible. However, this paragraph is getting too long and my experiences living through my fear is too long to tell
I mentioned my long-time-best friend/short-term-ex-girlfriend, Briana. Losing someone who means so much is absolutely terrible because it’s like losing a part of you. I hurt for a long time after we stopped talking, though I knew that she was done with me and stopped hurting long before I did. Before we finally stopped talking, I would try and get her to like me again through actions or discussing old topics. Every action had me asking her the questions in the lyrics “Do you love me now?... Don’t you love me now?... Why don’t you love me now?” in my mind. I don’t think she ever said yes, and I rue the actions I made leading to that. While I was at that time, part of my legitimately thought she would like me again and I was terrified of a “no” situation. Eventually, I did lose her and I had to love through one of my biggest fears and that was terrible. However, this paragraph is getting too long and my experiences living through my fear is too long to tell