Why I Want To Go For A Scholarship Essay

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The color of my body is almost even now, stripes of “brown rainbow” started fading and I am left with the faint tinge of my existence as an individual while standing alone in a balcony with a cup of coffee. With each passing moment of the dusk, progression of my existence is hailed by the memories of solo trip to GOA. The memories which helped me to ignore the background noise and remain focused to what I really want in life.
Why I chose to go for a solo trip?
I completed a book “The Revenue Stamp” at midnight and was striving in balcony to get drenched with those few rain drops drifted in my direction while listening to my inner voice telling me, “Don’t you think you deserve few days to live without sense of time? Don’t you think that for
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Of course, The thought of woman doing something just for herself without being sad, miserable or sympathy seeking and that’s too at an age when she is expected to be celebrated due to sacrifices she made for her family is quite intolerable.
Well! At that moment I was just worried about “listening the sound of waves from my hotel room”! I found the perfect place called “La More Beach Resort” on Ashwem Beach. While trying to make advance payment , I blocked my bank account by mistake and my Partner made the payment for me.
Bikini Dilemma
The biggest dilemma before the trip was “to wear a bikini or not?” and the thought brought back all discussions I ever had in my life regarding wearing bikini.
I remember once telling a boyfriend about wearing bikini on beach and he said “Wear it in future, when we will be in Australia”, later on I started hating boyfriends who talk a lot in future tense.
Once a student had shown me a calendar in my marketing class, though I forgot the creative communication but what I remember was a picture of foreigner in bikini labeled “Composed” adjacent to that an Indian woman in bikini with the label

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