Reflective Essay: I Am The Outsider

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I am the outsider. I am the burden. These are things I frequently tell myself. I come from a rough family of 14. There has never been a problem with me getting what I wanted, but there’s always been a problem of getting what I needed, love. Life has been full of difficulties, but this has not stopped me from fighting for what I desire. My persistence and dedication are what helped me to get to where I am today. I may not be the one with the best test scores and the most achievements, but I am the person who will never give up. I have a chance just as much as any other person on this earth and I will not stop until I am satisfied. I would love this award because I will finally be able to do what I love most, criminal justice. I will finally …show more content…
Some people may look at this and think negatively about it, but I look at it as an opportunity for improvement. My top weaknesses are procrastination and public speaking. When it comes to procrastination I can work ahead. Then there are other times when I feel as if I have all the time in the world to complete things. Time management is a skill that I have learned to use when it comes to procrastination. When it comes to public speaking I have always been terrified of speaking in front of large crowds. I am more of a reserved person that sits in the back of the classroom. I have never liked the idea of having all eyes on me. When I speak in front of a group of people my voice starts to tremble as if I am about to cry. I have learned that by participating more, my anxiety for speaking in public has gotten better. My weaknesses do not define me as a person. One of my strengths is my problem-solving skills. I can figure out things no matter how big or small and try my hardest to make them better. Another strength of mine is my creative capabilities. I can give everything I do a creative twist for my enjoyment as well as other people who learn like do. One last strength that I have is my ability of multitasking. I have gained this strength over the years. I learned to juggle a lot of things at once whether it be academic or work-related

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