And the closer it got the more scared I became. I started to search about Baptisms and what they meant. I had seen a few when I was allowed to sit in the adult service, but I never paid close attention to them because for one I never knew what they were and I didn't think they applied to me. I just knew I would be dipped into a pool of water wearing a robe. They are under water for about three to five seconds as the Pastor holds them up and holds them under. I was never really scared about being underwater, I was more so fearful of what it would mean after I was lifted out of the water. Two days before the service, I went and begged my parents if there was any way I could cancel the baptism because I didn't want to do it. But of course, a thirteen year old boy had no say in an African household. The baptism was two days away and if there was ever a time where I needed to have a relationship with God, it would definitely be in that moment. In the moment of realizing how bad I wanted to ask him about the baptism, I realized what the point of the baptism had been all along. It was for moments like these, where I had questions only God himself could answer. The whole point of the baptism was to build this relationship where I could talk to him and ask him questions. It was meant to strengthen my faith and guidance to where I could comfortably talk and listen to God. In that cold friday
And the closer it got the more scared I became. I started to search about Baptisms and what they meant. I had seen a few when I was allowed to sit in the adult service, but I never paid close attention to them because for one I never knew what they were and I didn't think they applied to me. I just knew I would be dipped into a pool of water wearing a robe. They are under water for about three to five seconds as the Pastor holds them up and holds them under. I was never really scared about being underwater, I was more so fearful of what it would mean after I was lifted out of the water. Two days before the service, I went and begged my parents if there was any way I could cancel the baptism because I didn't want to do it. But of course, a thirteen year old boy had no say in an African household. The baptism was two days away and if there was ever a time where I needed to have a relationship with God, it would definitely be in that moment. In the moment of realizing how bad I wanted to ask him about the baptism, I realized what the point of the baptism had been all along. It was for moments like these, where I had questions only God himself could answer. The whole point of the baptism was to build this relationship where I could talk to him and ask him questions. It was meant to strengthen my faith and guidance to where I could comfortably talk and listen to God. In that cold friday