Essay on My Personal Statement On My Communication Skills

1020 Words Jul 29th, 2015 null Page
A question I have really been asking myself recently, is why?

Why is this all happening, why is nothing I say getting through to you, why won 't you talk to me, why will you not try to communicate, why, why, why...

And it really frustrates me when the "why 's" of life cannot be answered for me. The past few months I have really been working on my communication skills. A lot of things have gone terribly wrong in my life due to lack of communication. So when I find myself pouring my heart and soul into every question someone asks me, it’s very frustrating to me to get a simple, "I don 't know," or even worse, "idk," in response. This past weekend I was taught to be open to feedback from others, but what if others are not open to giving you feedback?

I often ask myself, "will I ever be good enough?" or "Why am I not good enough for you?" And that is also very frustrating because I am literally giving people my all, I am giving them my heart, sharing my feelings with them, being vulnerable, only to be told that it isn 't real. So why is my best still not good enough? And why can I never get genuine feedback on my efforts. I am reminded plenty of times of all the awful things I have done, but it irritates me when people can 't see what 's right in front of them because they are hanging onto every word of the past. LET IT GO. Shit, yeah I said terrible things that I honestly did not mean. I had every intention of being back. Stop hanging onto every little wrong thing I 've said…

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