The melancholy memories did not shape who I am today, nor do I ever think of them. I no longer am in contact with many of my childhood friends as I attended a different high school than the rest of them. None of their positive attitudes and attributes were of any impression to me. I was the same immature, lazy kid for eighteen years. I did not truly “grow up” in this neighborhood. It was not until I graduated high school when I had an epiphany that I needed to grow up. Frederick Community College is where it began. Coming from my jejune mindset, and being immersed in the “real world” where I no longer could play around and get by. Prior to college, I could perform poorly in a class and it would be irrelevant to me as I had no cognizance of the importance of education. I missed on average about twenty to twenty five days of school per year. Only about a tenth of those days missed were days I actually could not come to school. Going to school was the bane of my existence, I simply did not want to be there. How I managed to graduate on-time, I do not know. Surely I did not graduate with success, earning a 2.2 GPA. When I was placed into college, I began to realize that my apathetic behavior was no longer acceptable. I realized that if I did not achieve success, there would be no way for me to progress in life. Subsequently, I began to sort my priorities. Constantly socializing with my friends and watching television could no longer fit into my life. My studies is what I needed to place as top importance. I learned how to truly be
The melancholy memories did not shape who I am today, nor do I ever think of them. I no longer am in contact with many of my childhood friends as I attended a different high school than the rest of them. None of their positive attitudes and attributes were of any impression to me. I was the same immature, lazy kid for eighteen years. I did not truly “grow up” in this neighborhood. It was not until I graduated high school when I had an epiphany that I needed to grow up. Frederick Community College is where it began. Coming from my jejune mindset, and being immersed in the “real world” where I no longer could play around and get by. Prior to college, I could perform poorly in a class and it would be irrelevant to me as I had no cognizance of the importance of education. I missed on average about twenty to twenty five days of school per year. Only about a tenth of those days missed were days I actually could not come to school. Going to school was the bane of my existence, I simply did not want to be there. How I managed to graduate on-time, I do not know. Surely I did not graduate with success, earning a 2.2 GPA. When I was placed into college, I began to realize that my apathetic behavior was no longer acceptable. I realized that if I did not achieve success, there would be no way for me to progress in life. Subsequently, I began to sort my priorities. Constantly socializing with my friends and watching television could no longer fit into my life. My studies is what I needed to place as top importance. I learned how to truly be