A few years ago, before I met you, I thought I had my life all figured out. I would be a lawyer and meet the man of my dreams in university. He would be tall enough so that I could be smaller than him even when wearing heels and he would have curly brown hair with bright green eyes. We would live in an apartment together for a few years until we’d decide to buy a house and start a family. We’d have two or three kids and have the first one when we would be in our late twenties. We’d have a boy first, followed by a girl, …show more content…
I swear to god, in that moment (and in many others to be honest) you look so incredibly sexy and my mind goes completely insane at the thought of everything I’d want to do to you (excuse this inappropriate sentence). I fall in love with you a little more each time our eyes lock together and I swear to god I wouldn’t mind drowning in your gorgeous eyes. I crave the feeling of your hand in mine so often that I’ve lost count. I love your smiles, and your laughs, I love the way you run your fingers through your hair and I love the way you smell. I love that I can comfortably lie right on top of you, have your arms wrapped around me, and have my face hidden in the crook of your neck. I love that we can’t keep our hands off each other. I love that we can laugh at the fact that I spat pretty much all the water I had in mouth on you, on myself and on the bed when your hand got a bit too adventurous. I love the way you reach for me, I love how good it feels when our lips meet and I love how natural it feels to be in your arms. I love that you asked me when I’d be ready to marry you, I love how certain you are about your love for me. I love that just an I love you from you can stop me from doubting that I might not be worth any love. I love that the way you look at me makes me feel like the most beautiful girl in …show more content…
I’ll never stop trying to deserve you. I want to be your person, I want to comfort you and hold you tight when you need me to. I want to listen to you and be able to tell you the right things. I want to celebrate the happiest moments of your life with you. I want to love you right and one day, I will.
I don’t know if soulmates exist, but if they do, love, you’re mine.
Happy birthday Johanna! You’re my world and my hero, I honestly hope you have the best day ever. I hope you get everything you wish for. I hope you get to be so effin happy. I hope that you’ll feel loved, needed, wanted, and cared for especially on your special day. I wish I could hug you really tight and wish you happy birthday in person. *cwtch* I know I can’t do much from where I am right now, but baby you’ve got my heart, you’ve got my love, and you’ve got me. When we get to celebrate your birthday together, I swear we’ll make it the best one we can. I don’t know what we’ll do exactly, but we’ll find a way to make your dreams come true. We’ve got this. It’s you and me. Always.
I love you